Ein Wahnsinnsbericht von Yulia
Hello this is as promised Yulia again.
This E-Mail goes also out to Fred and Christian. We haven’t met before but I know that you two are also part of the so called Fuck-Family 😊 which Julia brought together so kindly.
Julia, you may also publish it on your blog if you want. I avoided certain topics…
Mia and Celine have been taken to a huge private island event.
I am in recovery right now and pretty weak. The last days where very intense and exhausting. Even girls who have THE ABILITY as we, need to take a break from time to time and you have to listen to your body and it gives you clear signals. I will now get the usual recovery treatment, that every girl gets when she has been fucked into Nirvana by Frank. And after that I will be off to my holiday break which sounds different to what it really is. It is not a holiday break I want to take, but one that is mandatory. Every girl of Franks Team has to do it, so that we can recharge the batteries. I don’t want to leave, I want to stay with Frank of course, but I don’t want to complain because we (me and 5 other stand-by-girls) are going to a private Island (no not the one Mia and Celine are going to). And there will be the beach and the sun waiting for us. And all that is expected from us, is to do nothing and relax and recharge our batteries. But you can imagine, we are getting so horny so soon, because there are no cocks on that island and there’s no Frank. And even now as I’m really very shaky and weak and I feel I need to take a long long sleep, I miss him already. I miss his cock, his kisses, his tongue, his fingers, his voice, his smile, his smell, his taste, his cum, i miss him so much already!
Frank told me, that it might be a good idea to send some photos of mine, so I attached some to this E-Mail. These are all pictures from my last forced leave (German: Zwangsurlaub) on that same Island I am going to tomorrow. I was there with Ekaterina, Hannah, Liya, Mary and Susanna from the Team. When we are bored after a few days of doing nothing and relaxing, we often start to just take photos of ourselves. A few girls of us are quite talented also behind the camera.
I know, you all have been to Berlin and have seen girls that there are way, way more beautiful and sexier than me and the other girls on the photos. But you have to understand: Stand-by-girls are primarily chosen for their resilience and the special ability of their holes/bodies and their central nervous system. Beauty comes second when they are looking for stand-by-girls for Frank. And to be part of his travel team it’s required that you not only have stand-by-girl-abilities, but that you are also a good assistant. You have to be highly stress resistant and constant multitasking ist needed amongst other things. So we are the ones that keep things going.
So that the real Top Class Girls just have to walk in and have to spread their legs to be fucked. 🙂 But I am kidding a little bit, we all adore and love those Top Class Girls. We only get envious very little. 😏😉 When I for example saw my first first top class BTWR(breast-to-waste-ratio)-wonder I just couldn’t believe what my eyes saw. I didn’t know that such women existed.
Frank also said, it would maybe be nice to tell you something more about me. I really have to sleep but I will tell you a little bit before I close my eyes. 🙂
Okay, so who am I and how did I become one of the lucky girls to accompany Frank on this missions?
I am a model, 29 years old and was born in Russia. My passion is erotic modeling/photography. And with this I mean being photographed, not taking pictures myself, I am very bad at it. 😊
I like to travel and maybe my pics already reveal it: I loooove the ocean and the beach. It was always that way. It just feels that the beach is my natural habitat. 😊
And of course, my passion ist Sex! 😊 I have always been a very sensual and sexual person. I just loooove to be kissed and touched and licked and fingered and fucked. But who doesn’t, right? 😊
I love real masculin guys. Strong and self confident men who know what they want and take it. Of course I like it when they have strong and muscular bodies etc etc., and you know what else 😘 But I think really most important is, that kind of masculine self confidence and sovereignty. That’s so hot and sexy.
It kind of all started two days after my 13th birthday.
My virginity was taken two days after my 13th birthday. I was a very shy young girl, unsure of myself and totally inexperienced. I was discovered by a photographer in the streets of Moscow. I was walking around with my friends. And he seemed to be from another world and he made me compliments and promised me all those things. And when I look back, I was so young and naive and didn’t know nothing from the world. But I had all those dreams.
And the man, his name was Yevgeni, spoke to my mother (she was raising me alone, my father had left us when I was 8) and she allowed me to make my first steps into the modeling world.
And from then on my life just took off and changed forever. That day, when Yevgeni spoke to my mother I lost my virginity. Yevgeni took me to his studio. First he just took some normal Photos but very soon he told me to take of first my jacket, then my Top, then my pants and so on, til I was standing in front of him only in Slip and Bra. And I was so young and so shy and he seemed to be so powerful and from another big big world out there. And I was so unsure of my body at hat time. I had never shown myself like this to another man (or boy). Only standing there in Slip and Bra, it was like being naked in front of a total stranger. Which he was, a total stranger. I felt so uncomfortable and vulnarable standing there in front of him almost naked. And he just looked at me and told me to turn and take poses. I did everything he said, I didn’t dare to say no or contradict anything he told me to do.
I was so naive, I just didn’t imagine, that a man like him would find me, someone like me, sexy. I just didn’t enter my mind that he would want to fuck me. But he did. He made me a woman.
At first it was only him who photographed me. He photographed me and he fucked me. He also fucked a lot of other girls he took pictures of. I learned a lot from Yevgeni und a lot about being a model. But I also learned a lot about sex from him. I was 13 and he was 35 and experienced. He made me a woman and taught me how to satisfy men. All those little tricks how to drive them crazy and make theme happy 🙂.
But then I got other jobs and after a while I got my first travel job. It was a shooting on a beach and I loved it so much. I knew this is what I want to do for the rest of my life: Travelling, meeting new people, being out at the beach, being a model.
And as life goes, years go by and you become a woman and I had a great life. And I had lots of Sex. The modeling world is all about sex. They say sex sells and that ist true, but the modeling world world itself ist also about sex. And It’s not only the old (and true) story of men who use their power to take advantage of young, inexperienced models. Yes that’s surely part of the game, but we all love sex. So we are there at the beach for a shoot, everybody half-naked ayways, everybody having fun and one things leads to another… So there was always lots and lots of sex. Lots of Cocks. 🙂 My life was a wild exciting party.
And you hear a lot of stories. You always hear lot of stories in the business. He or her heard that or went there and did that that and this happened to him or her and so on and so on. You soon learn, that a lot of it is just gossip, maybe some of it half true, half made up. Maybe there is a real story at the beginning but A is telling B and B is telling C and C is telling D and at the end the things you hear are not necessarily the things that really happened.
But there were a lot of stories about a place in Berlin and what they did there. There were stories about the women there, but also about the men there, very special men. 🙂 And then a few years ago, I don’t know when exactly, stories emerged of a young man or a boy, his name was Holger and his full name was Holger 4,7. He was said to have a really tiny, tiny penis, only 4,7 cm short, but he attracted the biggest cocks in the world because of his anal and oral abilities. He was said to be totally addicted to cum and cocks.
In the beginning this all just sounded like some fantasy someone had made up in his mind, especially because the details of the stories where so extreme, that I could not really believe it. I mean, we all knew that there were extremely huge cocks out there and every woman is kind of fascinated by that. I am a small person. I am 1,57 m and 43 kg. And as you can imagine I am pretty tight. But I just love big cocks like anybody else. It’s so sexy!! Just the looks of it and to touch them and stroke them and lick them. And most of them have way bigger loads than the small or normal ones. And I love it, of course! I think I don’t have to explain that any furher, I am just a woman and as defenseless as any other woman when it comes to big cocks. But I am tiny and often when I was lucky and got a real big one, I had problems with taking it in. They have a saying, it goes: Your eyes are bigger than your mouth. 🙂
But I didn’t mind the pain. I like a little bit of pain, I think pain and lust are not that different, it’s just that the brain tells you: This is pain and this is lust or pleasure. I mean pleasure can become so intense, when you have a heavy heavy orgasm, that it is also some kind of pain, but your brain tells you it’s good. I like the kind of sexy pain when they try to enter my little pussy or even smaller ass with their big cocks. I don’t like it, when they are able to put it in with no effort. I like to be stretched and see and feel how they slowly widen and stretch me out and then the feeling when they finally managed to get inside me… ❤️😍 It’s soooo good that feeling! And I don’t know any woman who does not like that feeling.
But as I said I’m small and tight, so when I’m talking about the really big cocks I had in my life before Berlin/Frank, I was maybe talking about 23 cm not about the sizes they were rumouring about in Berlin, like way over 30 cm!
I couldn’t imagine how any woman would be able to take those huge things in. But it became pretty soon clear, that all the stories about Holger 4,7 had to be more less true, because then everybody was talking about him and Berlin seemed to become the world center of the biggest cocks. This thing had been going on in Berlin before Holger 4,7. The things that happened there, the extraordinary women and those huge monstercocks and the productions they made there for some unknown very powerful people. Those were talked about things before I first heard the name of Holger 4,7. But then he seemed to be like a magnet and everything in Berlin accelerated.
Everybody was talking about it and some girls went there and they did not come back. I was fantasizing about it, about those man there in the secret area. I mean everybody was fantasizing about it and talking about it, women and men. There is something about the size of a man’s big cock that is more than just women saying „oh my god, I want to feel it inside“. It’s a symbol of masculinity and power. Whole cultures have those huge phallus symbols, they even built phallus statues.
Some things I heard, I was sure they must be exaggerations. For example 40 cm long cocks. This just can be true, I thought. Or men that shoot so much cum, like you have been bukkaked by 10 men, but It’s only one man. We girls were talking about that and the idea of it made us horny maybe, but we were laughing about that. We couldn’t take that serious at that time. A man shooting that much cum, we imagined how big his balls must be and how he wouldn’t be able to walk with that. (But it was all true!!!!)
Then something happened that changed everything. My best friend Masha was invited to Berlin!!!! She was a tall blonde, had endless legs, was super slim but had huuuge and unbelievable firm breasts. I didn’t hear from her for weeks and I really worried, something bad happened to her. Then, maybe a months after she left, she called me. I never heard her talk that way. She was changed, not the Masha I knew. I immediately knew, that something life changing must have happened to her.
And yes, the stories were all true. Cocks over 40 cm, more cum than anyone can imagine, extreme orgies with the most astonishing breathtaking women and the biggest cocks in the world. But on that phone call, the thing Masha mostly talked about was: FRANK! She began to cry when she talked about him, she was totally out of her mind and even had problems to speak at all.
I know I don’t have to repeat all those things about Frank to you, because you all know them very well. After that phone call I knew that I had to meet that man. Of course I was curious about those huge 30+ cocks. Just to be able one time to see a man with something that big between his legs, it fascinated me.
Masha gave me an e-mail address and I wrote to this address, you all know it, it’s Franks. And I wrote to him, several times, but I got no answer. Then I wrote to him every second day and then every day, but no answer. Days went by, weeks went by, months went by and I didn’t hear again from Masha or got an answer from Frank. I thought okay maybe a man like Frank gets hundred E-Mails every day of women who want to meet him. Or maybe he just did not like my pictures, because of course I don’t have huge breasts and especially not as huge as Masha. Maybe that’s what he is exclusively into. Then I have no chance of ever meeting him.
But I was worried about Masha. She didn’t answer, I had no contact and she was my best friend. I was really really worried. My only other hope was, that maybe one day I would be invited to Berlin the official way. You couldn’t write an application for Berlin, you get invited or you don’t. I understood that there was a secret hidden world in Berlin. Yes, secret and hidden, but huge inside and filled with wonders I had never heard of before.
Und then many months after, I had given up hope completely, I got an e-mail from a woman named Amber! It was very short and I know every word exactly. It said: „Congratulations, you have been chosen for a private photoshooting. Please appear fully and freshly shaven.“
And then a date and time and place where I would be picked up and „looking forward to meet you, Amber“.
I just couldn’t believe it!!!
That’s how a new chapter of my life started. I really have to sleep now and I can’t go into anymore detail what happened, but it turned out, that Frank was a god on earth, a man I would do anything for. Yes, I am addicted to him, maybe obedient, but that I am able to live this life now, is just everyday a new gift to me. It turned out, that I had hidden talents. When Frank finally exposed his cock in front of me, I was shocked. It was so extremely huge! It is so beautiful and perfect, it was by far the most perfect beautiful cock I had ever seen in my hole life! You just have to go on your knees and adore it, every inch of it. Wenn he finally exposed himself to me and he was standing there completly naked and fully erected, I began to shake and tears were flowing out of my eyes I just couldn’t control it. I couldn’t breathe and was close to fainting. It’s so overpowering, it’s like an atom bomb just dropped into the room.
But I have to cut short know because I’m so exausted and I really have to sleep. I just want to tell you that Frank fucked me and i discovered my hidden talent. I never thought I could take a cock that big but somehow Frank managed to enter my tiny body with his huge, huge, brutal cock. It was my like my whole body was filled with cock and the feeling was so overwhelming, it’s the best feeling in the world!! And it turned out I could take cocks so deep, once they were inside me! I don’t know were they put it in inside my body!! I immediately got addicted to Frank and I spend the next year in Berlin. But for 99% of the girls they get to meet Frank only once. He is a total heartbreaker, not because he gets any pleasure out of it, but just because there are so many girls, so many beautiful girls and they all want to meet Frank. Just too much girls, even for a man like Frank. And he has so much to do. Nowadays he rarely even does those photoshooting things were there is only one woman with him
For some women it can take a week or more till they get back up on their feet, when Frank is finished with them. They are taken care off in this time of recovery by one of Franks many assistants.
When Frank was finally finished with me, I was unconsciously shaking, yes. But when I woke up there was a woman named Kristina and she looked at me in a strange way and ask me all those questions and took notes. She looked at me very curiously and I didn’t know what it was and she always asked „You are already awake? How are you feeling, can you stand, can you walk?“ and I stood up and she look at me and smiled and said: „Well you are one of the very few.“
I did not know what she meant, but it turned out that I was stand-by-girl material 🙂. Of course I didn’t now anything about that at that time. So I got a special treatment. They formed me and they trained me to maybe become one of Franks assistants and or stand-by-girls in the future.
And they teached me everything about the organisazion, I needed to know and everything about the requirements of a stand-by-girl for Frank and I learned and adapted quick and I thought, if this is the way, I can be close to Frank, I do everything that I can to achieve it. It was my training time.
I was yearning for Frank with every fiber of my body and soul everyday. But I didn’t see him for a long time. I was asking for him, but I was told Frank has duty abroad. So I understood he was travelling the world.
And I got introduced to the area where all the magic happens. I did meet all those monster cocks, the biggest cocks in the world and I was part of alle those orgies and I experienced things you can not describe. When you experience them, then you understand. But not with words.
But all the time I was waiting for Frank. And my chance came when he returned from south america at the end of last year. Even then I didn’t see him because he has so many duties and there so many girls waiting for him when he comes back. And of course I understand that Frank wants to fuck Holger 4,7, this wonder boy. Everybody ist crazy for him! Everybody!!
And you have to remember, Frank only fucked me once and that was half a year before his return and he surely didn’t remember me, I was just another pussy he fucked, I thought. He was send away only a week after he came back to Berlin.
I was crying so heavy when I heard of it. But then, two month later, I was in the midst of a huge bukkake production in Hall 6 with the biggest, most challenging cocks, me and another girl named Isabella were called for over the loudspeaker system to immediately come to the production office.
We went straight to the office naked and heavily fucked in all holes and horny and full of cum as we were. But that’s not such an unusual sight in the halls and endless corridors. We would have arrived in the office even earlier, but a group of already hard black 30+ men who were on their way to Hall 4 passed us by and fucked us as some kind of warm up for them.
We got some trouble in the production office because of that, but it was not our fault. 😉 And then in the office my life changed again: Me and Isabella (she also hat THE ABILITY) were told we were chosen as a replacement that Franks Team requested, because 2 girls of Franks Team couldn’t meet the requirements any more. Then everything went so quick, we had to shower and they, even already had our suitcases packed and off we were to the privat jet and this exciting new part of our lives. And when I arrived and was brought to Frank, he recognized me!!!Frank never forgets a girl he fucked, NEVER! he fucked so many hundreds (thousands??!!) of girls, but he says he remembers every single one of them. And i believe him!
I’m still with the team but Isabella had to quit in May. She couldn’t take it anymore. Unfortunately it was all too much for her. It was not her choice of course, no one wants to leave Frank, but it was every evident for everybody else that she couldn’t handle it anymore. So she had to go.